It was the most heart breaking phone call, that ever took a place. On March 25th of 2009.
I have called mom just around 2pm and she was crying so much. She had a hard time to speak, and i asked her why she was crying and she told me that my grandma was admitted to the hospital. She got a phone call from my aunt in the afternoon and the aunt told her the bad news and that my grandma was very weak, she was having difficulties to breath and the doctor said that her lungs was in bad condition.
I called the aunt directly and asked her about grandma's condition and she told me that grandma was unconscious and hooked up to a respirator. I asked my aunt to put the phone to my grandma's ear and i started to speak to her 'grandma wake up..open your eyes..it's me calling lingling..please open your eyes so we know that you are with us..' and at the same time my aunt was trying to call her name but she remained unconscious.
Then I told my aunt that i will call again later (that was round 9.30pm). As soon I hung up the phone. I called my mom again ...but dad answered the phone and he told me that they were ready to go back to 'kampung' and mom was so sad. 1 hour later I called mom and she said that they were on their way and almost reached the hospital and i told her that i will call again in 10 minutes. 5 minutes later I received an sms from mom said that grandma have passed away, (3am) without even saying goodbye, my heart was just broken. I couldn't speak, I didn’t know what to say. I just got really weak.. I had to sit down....Just to think and be able to talk. My eyes started swelling from tears so much, of the difficult time, that she have passed. And to think of it I talked to her on the phone, not long ago (week before), I just said "Hello" and said ''Happy Birthday''. I didn’t even had a chance to give her, her birthday present. She just turned 72 years old on 14th March.
Who would ever knew, that she'll be gone so fast. That will never be able to see her again. Now that the spring is coming...and the most of the things I remember is the last time that we've spent together. At least she have stayed with us most of the time during our 2 months holiday in Sabah. The last time I saw her was on 4th February and the last time I spoke to her was on 18th March.
Her never endless love, that's what kept us all.....And to see her being gone will be never forgotten at all. She will be missed a lot....A LOT !
But will see her someday in the heaven. The God took her away from us....but she will be in a better place, She'll be taken care of there and she wont feel the pain anymore but She'll be happy again.
I have called mom just around 2pm and she was crying so much. She had a hard time to speak, and i asked her why she was crying and she told me that my grandma was admitted to the hospital. She got a phone call from my aunt in the afternoon and the aunt told her the bad news and that my grandma was very weak, she was having difficulties to breath and the doctor said that her lungs was in bad condition.
I called the aunt directly and asked her about grandma's condition and she told me that grandma was unconscious and hooked up to a respirator. I asked my aunt to put the phone to my grandma's ear and i started to speak to her 'grandma wake up..open your eyes..it's me calling lingling..please open your eyes so we know that you are with us..' and at the same time my aunt was trying to call her name but she remained unconscious.
Then I told my aunt that i will call again later (that was round 9.30pm). As soon I hung up the phone. I called my mom again ...but dad answered the phone and he told me that they were ready to go back to 'kampung' and mom was so sad. 1 hour later I called mom and she said that they were on their way and almost reached the hospital and i told her that i will call again in 10 minutes. 5 minutes later I received an sms from mom said that grandma have passed away, (3am) without even saying goodbye, my heart was just broken. I couldn't speak, I didn’t know what to say. I just got really weak.. I had to sit down....Just to think and be able to talk. My eyes started swelling from tears so much, of the difficult time, that she have passed. And to think of it I talked to her on the phone, not long ago (week before), I just said "Hello" and said ''Happy Birthday''. I didn’t even had a chance to give her, her birthday present. She just turned 72 years old on 14th March.
Who would ever knew, that she'll be gone so fast. That will never be able to see her again. Now that the spring is coming...and the most of the things I remember is the last time that we've spent together. At least she have stayed with us most of the time during our 2 months holiday in Sabah. The last time I saw her was on 4th February and the last time I spoke to her was on 18th March.
Her never endless love, that's what kept us all.....And to see her being gone will be never forgotten at all. She will be missed a lot....A LOT !
But will see her someday in the heaven. The God took her away from us....but she will be in a better place, She'll be taken care of there and she wont feel the pain anymore but She'll be happy again.
In memory of my grandmother Kagu@Amelia
March 14,1937 - February 25,2009.
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Deepest sympathy & condolence to you & your family ya Carol..
yeap, She's in a much2 better place now.. be happy for her k..
Be strong & Take Care.. =)
~memel~
dui..i knew how you feel dear...be strong kio...deepest condolence for your family..tinggal jauh memang susah kalau kes-kes begini..but how juga ..life must go on...hugs for you carol..just if i can share your hardest time with you...
Dear Carolyn,
I'm so sorry and sad reading your post. May Your Grandma's soul rest in Peace and with Jesus right now..
I had the same thing happened but my late grandma passed away few days earlier before your grandma. She died on the 16th March around 9.25pm at QEH after a month spent in hospital due to multiple health complications and some more she was having severe pneumonia that time. On respiratory till she breath her last. I believe it's very hard for you right now as you are away from kampung to be with them. Time will heal the broken hearts but memory of them will always stays in our heart n in our minds. Tk k
Sorry i just opened ur blog today.My condolences to you and your family, lol. Truly sorry for your loss.Will be praying for you. Lots of love from me.
Thanx all....
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